D15

 I think there’s more to life than pinning over someone who switches off the feelings like a remote control. Always remember what you went through or why that rs did not work out in the beginning. 

D14

 Reality will never match up to potential 

D13

Just like how drama ends, our story ended too. It never stood a chance anyway…

“The life not lived….” 

D12

It’s strange. Back when I was with you, I would often question if that was the life I wanted. The life where we were together because we were too close for comfort, the life where I felt I was lacking so much in what I want as a young adult in a rs… 

I just tag along in all the events, but I was not at all really happy. I was just there. 

Now looking at where I am, I should be happy…. But I am often too critical of what could have been… what I did not receive or what I lack.

D10

 早知如此，何必当除

D9

Let go. 

Letting go involves maturity. 

Letting go requires strength.

Letting go also means you lose a part of yourself but that’s okay. 

Letting go means you no longer think of the what ifs. Because what ifs causes you pain since you can no longer make it a reality.

Letting go means finding your other sources of happiness. 

Letting go means in the future when you look back, you no longer feel pain. It will just be a picture, it will just be a memory or a text that does not feel anymore. 

Letting go does not mean I am happy for him but it means I am learning. 

D7

Today has made me think of you a little more. As I sat there at the reunion table…. I wonder how would life be if you were there…. I wonder if you thought of me too during this period while having fun…. Or when someone else is with you there to occupy your time.