D6

I do wonder how are you and what are you doing.

It also helps to keep myself occupied. I have been filling up my days with stuffs to do. 

I will always think fondly of us. Our shared moments, our shared memories. Though I know as time pass by, it will be blurred. Although you said you still care…. I know that eventually you will not. It will just be another person, another figure, another distant memory. 

I felt empty again tonight. Went to watch some of the cny videos from your mum fb and I could tell how happy you were when P was with you. This was back in 2018. You weren’t like that with me. And now thinking how happy you would be introducing your wife to your extended family. I am envious. I will never be part of that circle anymore. 

I cannot rewrite history. I just hope I can move on from this.